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memoryboxes) wrote2011-01-02 04:24 am
memoryboxes) wrote2011-01-02 04:24 am
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7th Memory [Action/Voice]
[It's been a while since she was taken in by the Malnosso, and it was shockingly easy for her to just ignore any shred of her memory in those cells and live like normal. She didn't dream—didn't have to worry about waking up in a pale fright at the image of scientists... didn't have to worry because memories would slowly fade away over time.
...In fact, it was finally the 2nd, that her usual routine had completely wiped out all memory of being taken in the first place. So don't be surprised if she never brings it up, or if she's confused when you do.
She continues off to workwhere she'll probably forget her boss is currently a girl, like she would/will everyday (sorry Sanji) and proceeds to do her job. It's a good day. Cold, but good. And even when she forgets what cola is, she's far beyond even her trademark 'confused hand-to-cheek' maneuver.
She just laughs into her hand.
When she realizes she has to get herself some fresh groceries and finish Kamina's scarf, she makes sure to hurry back home and get that done. She actually makes sure to stop by the store daily and get something, as to continue her pattern. And as she sits with her task finished, she makes a meal in honor of Kaji; the images of her son pass through her mind, all welcomed and loved and soothing.
... A thoughtful pause.
She's in the middle of making a third plate of food....? A third meal?
She feels like she's been doing this a lot, lately.]
...My, I... I must have my head pretty far in the clouds...
[Or, at least, she hopes that's all it is. A while later, after much thinking—despite her personality, she thinks more than most probably should—she picks up her journal and speaks softly:]
...What is your happiest memory?
...In fact, it was finally the 2nd, that her usual routine had completely wiped out all memory of being taken in the first place. So don't be surprised if she never brings it up, or if she's confused when you do.
She continues off to work
She just laughs into her hand.
When she realizes she has to get herself some fresh groceries and finish Kamina's scarf, she makes sure to hurry back home and get that done. She actually makes sure to stop by the store daily and get something, as to continue her pattern. And as she sits with her task finished, she makes a meal in honor of Kaji; the images of her son pass through her mind, all welcomed and loved and soothing.
... A thoughtful pause.
She's in the middle of making a third plate of food....? A third meal?
She feels like she's been doing this a lot, lately.]
...My, I... I must have my head pretty far in the clouds...
[Or, at least, she hopes that's all it is. A while later, after much thinking—despite her personality, she thinks more than most probably should—she picks up her journal and speaks softly:]
...What is your happiest memory?
because I must always thread with you
... You know this question just makes him lineface until he thinks of something and then opens up a voice thing]
What is yours?
It's just a rule now—Ciel has to tag Sayo, or else.
There are so many to choose from... but I think—I think if I had to pick, it would be the first time I was able to hold my son.
[Yes, you'll find this is a common reply from a mother or father—because honestly, it was really just a moment beyond words. And it was her first real memory. She can recall bits and pieces of her moments pregnant, but they're just snapshots, just little scarce blotches of memory.]
That's my happiest moment.
Unless Sayo tagged him or something.
...I see. That must have been a wonderful moment indeed to stick with you all this time. [He believes at some point she mentioned her son was his age now]
"Oh great, it's that derpy forgetful lady again B|"
[Her gaze brightens a bit.]
Are you going to keep your happy memory a secret, or do I get to know?
At least he's tsundere... sorta. Sometimes.
[Even as he says this though, he fiddles with his ring again off camera so nice lie]
KINDA SORTA MAYBEISH!!
Dwelling on the past, happy or not, is what makes you human, Ciel-san. Everyone has a right to remember their life.
[Her gaze softens.]
You should never take your memories for granted...
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[ . . . ]
Even so, I cannot deny your point, Sayo. A human bring has every right to their own memories.
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[She knows—she does it quite often, really, as much as that would hurt to admit.]
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After all, the memory of finding a driving force is very important.
[Sayo's brain is working this in her metaphorical hands.]
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It's true, I treasure memories quite a bit, because of my circumstances. I've thought a lot about how they shape people into who they are—I really can't help myself! They're intangible, yet fragile things.
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[Grimly. Pride, status... all of those can be taken away in an instant. HE sighs]
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Thank you for the chat.
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...He'll keep that in mind]
Until next time.